New name. Got tired of laboombahead

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I know these lyrics aren't for the song thats on here. But i'm feeling this old school jam right now.

There was a time when I thought life was over and out,
When you went away from me,
My dying heart made it hard to breathe.
Would sit in my room,
Because I didn't want to have to go out,
And see you walking by,
One look and I'd break right down and cry.
Now you say that you made a big mistake,
Never meant to take your love awway,
But you can save your tired apologies,
'Cause it may seem hard to believe but....

CHORUS:
I'm doin' just fine,
Getting along very well without you in my life.
I don't need you in my life.
I'm doin' just fine,
Time made me stronger,
You're no longer on my mind.

You were my Earth,
My number one priority.
Gave my love to only you,
Anything you'd ask of me I would do.
But somewhere down the road,
You felt a change in the weather
And told me that you had to journey on.
A kiss in the wind and your love was gone.
Now you say you never meant to play your games,
But girl don't you know it's far too late,
Because you let our love just fall apart,
You no longer have my heart.

REPEAT CHORUS.

BRIDGE:
When you said goodbye, I felt so all alone.
There were times at night I couldn't sleep,
My heart was much too weak to make it on my own.
Baby after all the misery and pain you put me through,
So unfair to me girl, you're no longer my world,
And I ain't missing you.

REPEAT CHORUS.

Doin Just Fine (Boyz II Men)

Random thoughts and venting entry.. Why do I feel at times people take me for granted, use and abuse me? Sometimes I just feel like I get no appreciation and no LOVE. I swear i'm tooooo nice sometimes, its pisses me off sometimes. Then again I can't stop being nice cuz that's just the way I am. I dunno.... I guess I just been feeling kinda down in the dumps lately.

As I drove home tonight down 696 at 1 in the morning, there was no one on the freeway. I felt like just ripping it on the freeway and letting my frustation out. Instead I popped in Brian McKnight Back at One Album. Started singing to that and think about whats been going on in my life. I started to have all the feelings come back to me, and I asked myself why am I feeling these type of feelings? Basically I still care and think about someone a lot, even though things are different now. I still get these feelings, and when I hear things and think about things I feel all poopie.. I guess theres this small part of me that wishes things were back to how they were. Then again I realize they're not gonna be like that again. Cuz of what I was told and what i feel. People tell me I should move on and do my thang, it's like I feel and understand them. Just that it's so harddd... to do soo.. It's so hard to let go of something that was so great, they were bad times here and there, but hey it comes with the package you know. Things can't be always perfect, or else it wouldn't balance. It just sucks cuz I get so lonely at times, I know I got my friends. Don't get me wrong I have some great friends, w/o them I dunno where I would be right now. I just hope later on things work out for me somehow, if not then I'll somehow deal with it. Let's just say this summer is gonna be really rough for me. IDK how i'm gonna make it this summer, but hopefully I make it through and I'll be living the California lifestyle.

On a good note i'm getting the hang of my new job slowly. Just waking up in the morning sucks ass!!! Who ever reads this entry thanks for listening and drop me some love that would be greatly appreciated.

I swear girls can be confusing sometimes. They tend to give us guys mixed signals and expect us to read their minds. So for all you guys check this shit i found. Read it and maybe it might help when you're talk to the girl and trying to help them. Anyways time for me to jet, need to hit the mall up and buy some new gear for my new job that I start on monday.

Word: Fine

This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. Never use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Word: Five minutes

This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it`s an even trade.

Word: Nothing

This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine".

Word: Go ahead (with raised eyebrows)

This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine".

Word: Go ahead (normal eyebrows)

This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don`t care". You will get a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

Word: Loud sigh

This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she iswasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

Word: Soft sigh

Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not moveor breathe and she will stay content.

Word: That's okay

This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That`s Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done. "That`s Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead". At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

Word: Please do

This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn`t get a "That`s Okay".

Word: Thanks
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint, just say you`re welcome.

Word: Thanks a lot

This is much different than "Thanks". A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh". Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh", as she will only tell you "Nothing".